My heart is heavy. My heart aches. My heart is weary and I can’t shake this feeling.
Though our paths have yet to meet in person, you have left a mark in my heart so great that what you are going through saddens my very soul.
There has only been one other moment when I cried and hurt for someone else’s pain. The injustice, and unfairness that you and your family suffer from is heavy. I guess it makes me a selfish person to rarely feel for others as much. BUT YOU, you always feel for others, even when you know them, not well. But it takes great pain for me to feel. And your pain is so much, my soul cries.
Remember in the hardest moments that will soon nag you more than it already has, you are loved. You are missed. Your kindness is missed. Your smile is missed. Your wisdom is missed. But this I know, your love is always close by. And not a moment you are forgotten. Be brave, be strong, keep your heart strong, keep singing and keep praying.
It is a break to strengthen you more. To spread your experience and strengthen others. You are one of the strongest woman I have ever come to know and God will see you through this.
Maria, author of Imommy blog. Maria has three children, Apollo (8), Artemis (2), and Cassiopeia (1). She is due to marry her best friend July 2017. Maria used to be a Registered Early Childhood Educator, before having her second child. She is now a SAHM, that is not paid for wearing many other professional hats. She is, and not limited to some of these professional positions: Doctor, Nurse, Nanny, Chef, Maid, Uber Driver, and so on.. When she isn't mothering or tending to all her other unlicensed professional positions, she loves writing and dancing. She is a previous ballroom and latin competitor. Some of her favourite "stuff" are, turtles/turtoises, the colour green (lime - forest), Laneige's Sleeping mask, make-up, and eating (food is her most favourite self-care aspect). Maria is also currently writing a book on her autobiography, which has been ongoing for the last few years, she's certain she'll eventually finish if she could just get over the hump of emotions attached to exploring oneself. As you read Maria's blogs, you'll get a feel of the true individual that she is, which can sometimes be a fine line of crazy and sweet, but not too sweet. Maria hopes you'll enjoy her blog as she does talking in her head to herself as her fingers skim through the letters on her keyboard.
A message from Maria;
I do not intend to use my writing to impose or tell you how motherhood should be done. I am no pro at this, and find as I share my wisdom from my experiences, that it shall uncover parts of your heart that find it relatable. My posts aren't always consistent in writing, but it is meant for you to to take in as it is. Find it humurous, sad, lonely, or helpful. Whatever it is you take from it, it only means one thing.. that I have found a place in your mind for those few minutes you dedicated to reading my crap. Thank you for being here, for giving me the chance to share my thoughts.
Please return, and remember all written materials and photos on this site, is not to be taken without permission.
xo, MM
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9 thoughts on “My Sweet Louise (series) ”
This was a very beautiful and honest post. I wish nothing but the best
I know so that ‘Louise’ has so much inner strength. Though her soul has suffered through so much on this earth..I know that God will walk with her and help her through. Thank you!
I,Mommy 
This was a very beautiful and honest post. I wish nothing but the best
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Beautiful words. You’re a beautiful person for feeling like this for someone else. Thank you for sharing.
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Thank you!
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Heartfelt and honest. May you and the other heart that hurts, heal soon.
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What a beautifully written post. I’m sorry that you and someone you loved felt so much pain. May kinder days come.
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Beautifully written! There is an inner strength in all of us that will see us through the most difficult of times. ❤
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I know so that ‘Louise’ has so much inner strength. Though her soul has suffered through so much on this earth..I know that God will walk with her and help her through. Thank you!
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Such a lovely tribute! There is a time for everything… May the Father carry your burden and ease your suffering ❤ Remember that He cares for you 😌
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Beautiful! We are all loved and worthy of it!
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